Where do I begin
I do not know where to begin frankly. I know that I've always wanted to have kids of my own. Be a mother. Like many others, I read on the internet, I've been part of this as well. I'm in what one might call, advanced age for motherhood. And here I am. Whether by choice or just the way life flowed, here is where I am. Do I regret it all? Not really. Parts of it, mostly about how I dealt with things, but not with the where my life is right now. I got married naively thinking that married life is a bed of roses. Not realizing that marriage requires hard work. Especially for the kind of life I want and want for my kids, I need to be a very strong person. Physically and mentally. I was lacking on both fronts. Same for my partner but the way he dealt with it was different from how I did. We did acknowledge from time to time that we weren't being respectful towards each other and sort of waiting for things to resolve themselves, instead of even being on the same page about t...